Ok my heart was broken and still is from the love of my life 2 years ago, and yes it still hurts. I really haven't even had sex with people since then except a friend who was in the same kinda situation, she was fun. So now I just want to find someone who can help me forget, love again and indulge into the perverse deviant sexual exploration we so often delved into for hours sometimes days. I am into so many things and enjoy all that comes with a new playmate and lover. From beginning finding each others tempo and then synching with one another and match each others pace until...well were engaged in some of the acts I write about in my profile. Everything I speak of was an actual act in reality with a partner, allot with the one who broke my heart. Problem is many if not most people find me too extreme or kinky to even take a chance and see it's all mutual and what is desired at different stages in the relationship. You will read some wild kinky perverse things and I am bi and currently staring in a movie you can read about letter in the profile. I just want a playmate I can trust where respect and loyalty is never a question, and not based on who we may or may not add to our play dates and recess time.

Sex. Perversion. Anal whores. Rape. Torture. Pedophilia. Beastiality. Watching movies (mostly psychological & cult), listening to music: [(favorite band/s) - Gary Numan, Sigue Sigue Sputnik, Pink Floyd, Siouxsie & the Banshees, David Bowie, etc]. Little Girls. Inventing new technologies. Porn. Drugs. Dildos. Bondage. Golden Showers. Religious statues. Cyber-punk & futuristic design [clothing, furniture, cars, etc.]. Lamborghinis. Vectors. Sciroccos. Taking long showers. S&M. Women in Fetish clothing, Vinyl/PVC, Leather, Stiletto Heels, Garters, etc.

Adam Ant, Adult, Alice in Videoland, Billy Idol, Cars, Cranberries, Cure, David Bowie, Depeche Mode, Dresden Dolls, Freeze pop, Garbage, Gary Numan, Gorillaz, Ladytron, Leonard Cohen, Marcy Playground, Massive Attack, Moby, Mum, My Life with the Thrill Kill Kult, Oingo Boingo, Police, Postal Service, Prima Donnas, Prince, Robots in Disguise, Shiny Toy Guns, Sigue Sigue Sputnik, Sinead O’Connor, Siouxsie & the Banshees, Snake River Conspiracy, Sneaker Pimps, Smashing Pumpkins

Alice & Wonderland, Alien Sex Party, Amelie, American Psycho, Army of Darkness, Big Fish, Breakfast Club, Cat People, Chronicles of Narnia, City of Lost Children, Dead Men Don’t Wear Plaid, Dirty Dancing, Donnie Darko, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas, Fight Club, Flash dance, Four Weddings and a Funeral, Ghost World, Girl Interrupted, Grandma’s Boy, Hackers, Harry Potter, Hunger, I Married A Strange Person, Indiana Jones, Labyrinth, Lemminy Snicket’s: A Series of Unfortunate Events, Leon (The Professional), Lolita, Lost Boys, Me without You, Me, You, and everyone we know, Memoirs of a Geisha, Nanny Mcphee, Napoleon Dynamite, Notes on a Scandal, One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest, Original Sin, Pan's Labyrinth, Pretty in Pink, Pride & Prejudice, Prozac Nation, Pulp Fiction, Purple Rain, Science of Sleep, Scoop, Secretary, Seven, Silence of the Lambs, Sin City, Sixteen Candles, Star Man, Sultan Sea, Sylvia, V for Vendetta, Vacation (National Lampoon), edding Singer, Weird Science, Wild at Heart, Working Girl